How to explain life to a table

Hello table - so how are you today? I think that the thought of explaining life to a table could be complicated. Yet the table cannot talk back so perhaps it will be easier than thought. I mean what does a table do anyway? It sits in the same place day after day. Sometimes people put things on it - or if it is having a bad day they may spill something on it ruining it's beautiful exterior. The table was born from a tree where it lived in the fresh air and felt the soft rain as well as the warmth of the sun. Now it has been formed into a table and cannot hear the birds or sway in the wind. How would I feel if someone took away the ability to feel nature from me? Not good I can tell you that. So is my table lonely? What about the furnature surrounding the table. Does the table feel inferior to the couch that gets a lot more attention? Perhaps it feels less attractive than the big dinner table that is newer and shinier. Does it hate it's water spots? Does it feel like everyone stares at it's chips and dings? The funny thing is that these are the things I love about my table - yet I resent my chips and dings. Perhaps my table likes those things about me. So if I could talk to me table (and it would hear me and talk back) I would tell it how beautiful it is and how much I appreciate it. I would let it know how much it means to me and my family and that I will make sure to open the window more often so it can feel the breeze and hear the birds again. I have a feeling my table would say the same thing back to me.

Welcome to Spirit Serenity

I am so happy to see you here. Spirit Serenity has been a dream of mine for the past few years. My husband passed away in June of 2006 and I found myself falling apart - physically and emotionally. I was passed from doctor to doctor and put on various medications. I went through test after test and finally said STOP !! These things have to be related. I found that convential doctors just looked at me like I was crazy (I think they thought I was) and were just treating each symptom...not the whole me. I found a integrative doctor that my insurance would cover and that was when things changed. This doctor took an entire hour to go over my life and finally reached over and said "Kathy - you have been through a lot." I sat there and looked at him and started crying. Finally someone realized that - including me. I had never looked at it that way before. I started some suppliments, had a hormone panel done and found out I had PTSD. With some natural suppliments, diet changes and yoga I found myself feeling better than I had in a long time. NOTE - NO MEDICATION. I decided that many of my friends were experiencing the same types of things because we were at the menopausal age and they were being treated much as I had been. This inspired me to go back to school and learn how to offer alternative therapies to them. This is the start of something wonderful !!!

The journey begins

This has been an interesting weekend for me. I guess I need to start at the beginning, or at least at the latest beginning. I have been through what I can only call a life shift during the last 4 years. It started when I lost my husband Fred in June of 2006. I was in great pain for a long period of time. This pain was enhanced when Fred's daughter Nicolle was planning her wedding. I knew this was an event that Fred had long looked foward to and I was not sure I would be able to get through the wedding without many tears...or perhaps a breakdown. In order to save Nicolle from that pain, I decided to search for someone to help me. Somehow I came upon a website for Molly Indura. Molly is a light worker and had quite a menu of options...all of which were new to me, yet caught my eye. I decided to contact Molly and tell her about my situation and see what she recommened. Molly quickly returned my email and gave my a couple options that sounded good. Energy work and a cord cutting were in order and so I took her advice and booked an appointment.

On my way to that appointment I thought "What am I doing? Have I lost my mind? I am going to the home of a person I have never met to spend money on something I am not sure what it is?" I decided that I would go to the door, but if I didn't like the "look" of Molly, I would head for the hills. Well, when Molly opened the door, I knew I was in good hands. Have you ever met someone that you felt like you knew the minute you saw them, yet you knew you had never met them? That is how I felt with Molly. The process I went through was wonderful, and I won't bore you, but I floated out of that house and felt better than I had in a really long time.

Well, I wasn't sure it would last, but it did. I got through the wedding with a smile on my face and only a few tears. More about that later. The reason I tell this story is that Molly invited me to attend a group to study the Tree of Life from Kabbalah. I felt drawn to take this course and it has really changed my life. After only three meetings with four amazing women, I feel at home. I realize that I have been holding back on things that have been a part of me for a long time. I will get into my childhood and my psychic abilities that I squashed later, but this group has renewed my knowledge that I am different and not in a bad way.

In the meeting on Friday, the post class discussion went to guides and Molly offered my her adept class. This is a class I have had on my mind for a while. After researching (I am a internet nut), I fell on some websites about Indigo Children. (There are no accidents)

I recalled a long time ago someone telling me I was an Indigo child and at the time was not ready to hear about that, but now, my interest was peaked. I have been reading all day and realize answers to so many things are contained in this information. I linked to one site in my favorite links. The list of things that happen to an Indigo when awakening could be a list from my past three years. Not only was I in shock, I felt a great deal of relief...SOMEONE GETS ME!!!!

I am so excited for my adept class that will bring my vibration to a higher level and I am excited to go through this awakening. I am ready for the pain, and the growth.

I have NEVER blogged...I didn't think I had anything to say. But I feel very drawn to do so with this experience. Who knows if anyone will ever read this, but I need to get it out. So, if you are out there....Nameste