This has been an interesting weekend for me. I guess I need to start at the beginning, or at least at the latest beginning. I have been through what I can only call a life shift during the last 4 years. It started when I lost my husband Fred in June of 2006. I was in great pain for a long period of time. This pain was enhanced when Fred's daughter Nicolle was planning her wedding. I knew this was an event that Fred had long looked foward to and I was not sure I would be able to get through the wedding without many tears...or perhaps a breakdown. In order to save Nicolle from that pain, I decided to search for someone to help me. Somehow I came upon a website for Molly Indura. Molly is a light worker and had quite a menu of options...all of which were new to me, yet caught my eye. I decided to contact Molly and tell her about my situation and see what she recommened. Molly quickly returned my email and gave my a couple options that sounded good. Energy work and a cord cutting were in order and so I took her advice and booked an appointment.
On my way to that appointment I thought "What am I doing? Have I lost my mind? I am going to the home of a person I have never met to spend money on something I am not sure what it is?" I decided that I would go to the door, but if I didn't like the "look" of Molly, I would head for the hills. Well, when Molly opened the door, I knew I was in good hands. Have you ever met someone that you felt like you knew the minute you saw them, yet you knew you had never met them? That is how I felt with Molly. The process I went through was wonderful, and I won't bore you, but I floated out of that house and felt better than I had in a really long time.
Well, I wasn't sure it would last, but it did. I got through the wedding with a smile on my face and only a few tears. More about that later. The reason I tell this story is that Molly invited me to attend a group to study the Tree of Life from Kabbalah. I felt drawn to take this course and it has really changed my life. After only three meetings with four amazing women, I feel at home. I realize that I have been holding back on things that have been a part of me for a long time. I will get into my childhood and my psychic abilities that I squashed later, but this group has renewed my knowledge that I am different and not in a bad way.
In the meeting on Friday, the post class discussion went to guides and Molly offered my her adept class. This is a class I have had on my mind for a while. After researching (I am a internet nut), I fell on some websites about Indigo Children. (There are no accidents)
I recalled a long time ago someone telling me I was an Indigo child and at the time was not ready to hear about that, but now, my interest was peaked. I have been reading all day and realize answers to so many things are contained in this information. I linked to one site in my favorite links. The list of things that happen to an Indigo when awakening could be a list from my past three years. Not only was I in shock, I felt a great deal of relief...SOMEONE GETS ME!!!!
I am so excited for my adept class that will bring my vibration to a higher level and I am excited to go through this awakening. I am ready for the pain, and the growth.
I have NEVER blogged...I didn't think I had anything to say. But I feel very drawn to do so with this experience. Who knows if anyone will ever read this, but I need to get it out. So, if you are out there....Nameste
